according to Webster dictionary...stuttering is been defined as an an act to speak with involuntary disruption or blocking of speech (as by repetition).
stuttering can be harmful depending on an individual way of thinking. imagine taking a uber to work or home or even school if you are a student... imagine your crush ... well that's too childish. imagine someone you strongly admire seated beside you.
you are sixteen seconds away so i guess you would have practice to move your mouth until your evil tongue would allow you to form words... five still fumbling ... three still fumbling. Two you came out with the 'RI'. everybody is looking at you are you going crazy "are you OK". Some are likely to ask. you nod your head, still fumbling out the words.
Just like that the car pass your destination you pat the uber driver and he came to an Holt... child what's wrong with you he might have argued. then you told him your stop was two houses away... everyone started to laugh even your crush.Everyone might have thought that you forgot your stop... until you owned up your fears... you have a stutter...
They don't know the pain man the pain wanting to say something but your words got blurred... scrambled eggs.
I know cause i have battled with this condition from the day i knew myself...
not been able to chat and laugh with your fiends like the other girl... hence poor communication skills... not been able to stand up in class and simple share your names cause the hypocrite banned freedom of speech. but my aunt once told me not to let my stutter get in my way and so i will not. what is stutter by the way ask yourself that question then answer yourself by saying it is nothing compared to my dreams. during high school my teacher ask to share our dreams with the class I stood up and said sir i wanna become an actress and you knew what the class did? they laughed they laughed because they were thinking that this ugly stuttered girl could never be an actress... but the dean looked at me and said your going to be something great in life you know why... i guess that was rhetorical cause he answered afterwords ... because there's something wrong with you... whats wrong with you... i said sir i h-h-have a stutter... he said yes and remember i told you so. so from then i often stood in the mirror no matter how i had embarrass my self throughout the day and ask what is stutter by the way then i would close my tear filled eyes and shout IT.IS.NOTHING.COMPARED.TO.MY.DREAMS.
I guess Marilyn would have said that.
Some will continue to laugh some will not cause they would have been matured to know that the fault is not yours. cause they would have known that you did not stand up in the line and ask god for a cup of stutter. they would have known that you were born with this and you cant help it... they would have known that it sucks ... it is a living hell .
not been able to chat and laugh with your fiends like the other girl... hence poor communication skills... not been able to stand up in class and simple share your names cause the hypocrite banned freedom of speech. but my aunt once told me not to let my stutter get in my way and so i will not. what is stutter by the way ask yourself that question then answer yourself by saying it is nothing compared to my dreams. during high school my teacher ask to share our dreams with the class I stood up and said sir i wanna become an actress and you knew what the class did? they laughed they laughed because they were thinking that this ugly stuttered girl could never be an actress... but the dean looked at me and said your going to be something great in life you know why... i guess that was rhetorical cause he answered afterwords ... because there's something wrong with you... whats wrong with you... i said sir i h-h-have a stutter... he said yes and remember i told you so. so from then i often stood in the mirror no matter how i had embarrass my self throughout the day and ask what is stutter by the way then i would close my tear filled eyes and shout IT.IS.NOTHING.COMPARED.TO.MY.DREAMS.
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